that once I commit them to paper or my blog, I no longer feel them.
My anger has dissipated. I really don't only want my mother in my life to have her help us. I just sometimes am so angry, I have no idea how I really feel. I let it cloud my brain.
I still don't know how I feel.....I just know it was really mean of me to say that. Or maybe not? I just don't know.
my brain is just so confused.
Maybe one day I'll be okay, but until then...I have this blog :)
